Love or not to Be Love? Promise and Validate

Sometimes I just fell weirded when you promise will you 100%fullfill it or how ?

Is that a trust between us? I don't wish to break in front of you  and I just ignore it but do you know that everyone has its limit for everything???

I shall no more trust on what your have been saying all the time.....

Promise is the only thing you can keep between us to further and Bla Bla Bla.....

Feeling

Do you ever think about my feel??
I ask you for Buy New Year shirt together but what have you done?
First time i wasn't feeling well and i forgive it.
Second you ask me and i did answer you not yet,plus you didn't reply me unit i ask further and tell me "Limpek Bo Ai Liao" what's wrong with you ? You never thought about my feel how i will think it!!!!
Who am i to you?? Do you ever think about it??

How many tears must I shed, how many times must I cry?

Is that hard to ask someone to accompany for my ex colleagues business speech?
Just fell frustrated why i will facing this problem??
Damn it

04 Feb 2015 Wednesday Evening Sunny Day

Everything has it's own Weight!!

Sometimes i was thinking that why everyone have the different treat...
Isn't it been decide by God or Faith??

Sometimes the voice,the writing,the attitude,the small action might be able know what exactly is happening from that person all you need is to Observe  or even keep on disturb it and that might be answer for you.

Sunny Day
29 Jan 2015 06:48pm Thursday Evening

朋友之间的感情在别人眼中会是怎样的？

朋友之间的感情在别人眼中会是怎样的？

How is the Friendship look in other thought?

I was thinking about 2 Guy or even 2 Gal isn't it like Gay or Lesbian?

Sometimes,the thing isn't go well with us,that why most of people including me wish to hidden,keep all our weakness from sharing anyone,because this will be the will to relying to other and forever!!!

I just don't like to relying someone to settle all the thing,that's the why i always show my strongest part or even not to sharing to anyone because the secret might cost you life or even your pride,your honor to  terminate whole life.

Is that really wrong to keep or not sharing or even be Alone??

06:17pm 27 Jan 2015 Tuesday Evening  

Happy New Year 2014(Welcome Back to Penang from Incheon,Korea)

Once again i have been emo for my Korea Trip....
From Day 3 which i visted the Lotte World i had been keep quite for a period until Day 8... and 3 of them seem nothing action might be just let me passed it like this,as i was extra 1 or even that i can indepent,why they just can't felt me feeling that i just need someone carrying me talk to me or even have fun with me.But they just have fun 3 of them only.Even for yesterday buy  _ _ _ _ beer not even on my side just sharing with 3 of them only,and i even accidentally listen that _ _ _  ask  _ _ _ _  to tell me finish all the beer,if they ask me i surely will shoot back them that let me finish the thing which i not paricipated at the begining and now ask me to finish at the end??(How could this happen) Is just unfair to me!!! I'm human not visible and i just wish to have fun among you all(that simple request also can't gain true) Sigh... But this year 2014 i had passed the New Year at Incheon,Korea with Max,Eric,Nightcat,Lulu,Lucas Loo and also having a lot of fun with all this bunch of friends. I hope that this year(2014) will be Greatest Year that i ever felt in my Life!!
This 10 days i have learned something,which even i suddenly disappear will not affect anything to them,as i not 1 of them anymore in this trip,at the same time i shall be travel alone for coming yearly trip. I just can't understand that am i so difficult to hang around and caused them to not joining me to have fun.(Desprated for the answer..)

Next time trip shall i invited them again??(I don't wish to have this kind of experince again)
Am i too small gas???
When i sitting alone non of them willing come over to my side to chat with guide all the night long,when waiting our flight on the first day 22 Dec 2013 to Incheon,Korea and last day 02 Jan 2014 to Penang.Just let me sitting alone guide all night without speaking and tired mood....

The more i thinking the more i compare so i shall stop thinking to compare more thing before i become unfriendly or even lost of charm of myself,I shall be myself live for my life not for friends anymore

To be continued
02 Jan 2014 03:52am Tuesday Midnight(Morning Section)

Is not same Memory even THE PLACE HAS BEEN VISITED(Korea Icheon)

Today 23 Dec 2013 02:41am in the midnight i with another 5 friends(Max,Eric,Gary,Angie and Loo) is heading to Korea for fun^&^ even i had visited last year on May 2012 with(Ben,June and Li Yong),but this time i really totally cannot fun at all..(No Offence) Sorry in advance^&^

Last year like this period i and m family has been went to Kuching Sarawak to celebrate Christmas for 5 days...But this time totally different as i my dream has come true to celebrate Christmas on oversea(Korea) for ever first time and it shall be continued for follow life until the end....

Gary,Max Eric,David,Valerie,Lynn,Hanson,Fei,Ben,Goh,and etc....
Merry Christmas in advance^&^


Hohohohohohoh


Stay Tuned...

Not Even in the Topic I can involved!!!!

I also not ideal what topic that I really can involved or even I can understand. On the half way when I wanna I ask further more information, I have my own prinsip which is I wish that person willingly to tell me directly instead of I ask more information it seems that I begging for information.Today join with Ben,June,Sing Yong and Ling Phang four of them talk all the topic that I can't even understand when I really wanna to know information..
Sigh
Happy Quran
10:59pm 15 October 2013 Tuesday Night Coffee Tea Time

Lonely

今天,也不知道为何的那么的宁静,应该和雨天有关系吧。。
宁静的有的慌和乱,不知所测。。。。
我的苦也不知该和说,也不知从何说起。。。
难道这些苦让自己慢慢的消化吗?? 也有一段时期这些苦消化不了。。。。
人该向前冲,而不是留在历史。。。。
12:03pm Monday Afternoon Cloudy Day..

11:35am Sunday Morning (Cloudy) 11 August 2013

再見，是一個客套又冠名堂皇的詞，有多少再見是為了再次相見，又有多少，是明知再也不見，卻自欺欺人。

White House Down

White House Down was expected good and awesome. Today 28 June 2013. And Sunday 30 June 2013 I will out for Depicable Me 2 at 4pm
Xd.....

Coming Soon for My Birthday...

Last Tuesday 25 June 2013 I went to D'Pizza Mall Tong Pak Fu for dinner and also meet up Lynn, she was asking for 6 July 2013 whether I free or not but I had rejected due to last year My Birthday Situation,that is last time for me I don't wish to plan anymore.And also on David Birthday Plan one word text out From Valerie "Next time who ever birthday plan itself" this is more I hate it!!!!! Fine since you have texted out I will take it as Yes and Forever!!!! Back to last year My Birthday it seem I was begging someone to attend my birthday, but only some were attending such as David,Eric,Lynn and Boon.Boon is the one that I never ask before and he show up and join my birthday celebrations!!!
Now I have phobia, ,and I shall start Offence Them start on July I shall more careful for they appointment about dinner or weekday or weekend to avoid I had the same situation like last year . First and last for All!!!!!
I don't know that a shall I Offence they appointment? ??? What I mean Offence here is Reject them!!!!!
SHALL I??????

Annoying

想成为海星那样瘫在那儿。。。
第二天开始新目标!!!
谁要来陪我啊????...
(T_T)

一个人的声音分量够不够多或重，会面对如此不想要的下场吗？？？

醉醉的我回家

昨天,就和 Ben and Ban Went to Macaslister Mansion for Wine Fiesta,  it was horrible and worst ever seem that I were not there or even show up...... Is okay because I were for 45mintue and did apologies for them, but then the problem have vshow up I were start hang around to look for where we can sit down and enjoy it,God was actually helping me to look for it,finally I got that place fit enough for three or One,by then I start to have drink there first within 5 minutes they had show up and first word coming out from Ben were actually what I always did always, but do you ever think about me why I were like this as "4W AND 1 H" Why,When,What,Where and How...... I was thinking that I were too Concern or Even sensitive for some relation between that???? Or even that I too Small Gas?????
One more thing for yesterday they!!!! I had told them earlier that I wish to have "The Switch" for movie but they went for it yesterday night at 1st Avenue.They did   updated me for Supper but I was in bad mood straight away didn't reply and even go for it!!!!! But after I finish the Wine Fiesta I was in drunk mode drive along Highway luckily I did drop by to Qb Starbucks for Hot Chocolate for more than 30 minute or else i will get road block at Penang 2nd Brige.... Let's Stop here and enjoy it!!!

I Hate This Kind Of People!!!!!

约会者(发起者)总是会遇7种人：
1.爽快的答应
2.直接的推辞
3.托托拉拉的婆婆妈妈的犹豫不决的答案
4.飞机王
5. 看人而约!!!你就好去死或别来约我!!!!
6. 大牌的人,约10次,12次不能和不想去的人!!!!
7. 只要是约者(发起者)做东,哪里都答应!!!! 5次还是可以的,但是别大过分!!!! 而且我也是看人而请的。。。。。

另外4个答案，知道的话message我吧看是否您和我想的一样吗？？？ 

Start again the Part Time job

Last Month May 20 I start again with ny part time job which cause me so shame and I don't wish to let anyone know of it..... I hate myself!!!!! Have to work part time job!!!!!

Lexus Sport Car......

Last Saturday plan to have supper with Leoheart but the were close for "Bersih" i think.I was late that time actually and out of my expect was leoheart came with his Lexus sport which is more prefer for double seater and cool car.First we went to Starbuck New Work Park for chit chat about work details which coming I will work with Leoheart (Xd) Until 12:30pm Leoheart said why don't we go somewhere else to shaken his We Chat(^-^)""""  So first were Percint 10, second to Upper Penang Road and Soju Room.... whole journey were take 2 hoir something to finish and 30 minute to my home....Quite fun for the journey all the way sitting on the sport car (^-^)

Something will must happen after Happy Life.... Monday on 11:00am something this Damn Guy Ben cone and text me with this word "can you dun like the thing I like" first I would like to make it clear in law or Facebook social apps doesn't said or even apply on the law said no multiple like or copyright reserved!!!!! I already in bad mood come with this Damm guy text me such work!!!!! Damn Guy 100% Within 10 minutes this Damm Guy come again text me "Let's Play ignore game o" neither reply get shoot o0o Is not the first time anymore shall I continue t9 play game with him?????
Sigh.....

第一次！！！就这样的守夜？？？

I have no ideal what was happened to me recently,will be wake up on midnight 3 am something and won't be able to sleep up anymore until 6am morning,Gosh!!!! I have been tried not to thinking anymore but why it keep showing me and repeat it!!!!
Am i destiny to be like this!!!!
Help Me
God Bless Me!!!
Same situation goes on me again just now!!! Since you can't attend why can't you just told me earlier or even text me on that day in personally message!!! Why it have to be after the decision only text me then??? Really Frustrated!!!!!

Get Spammed from other friends of friends?!!!

Why I get any spam notification from own friends??????  Am I so annoyed???? I admit it . But this what I truly am!!!!! Sigh. Checking something just now and accidentally one post it make me so desperate at all!!!!! Sigh As I said treat is different for everyone!!!! God Bless Me!!!!
I can't imagine when the ny date is coming what will happen???? As last year situation if yes I wish to take off from this Country for few days so I won't have this situation anymore!!!!
God Bless me!!!!