Once again i have been emo for my Korea Trip....
From Day 3 which i visted the Lotte World i had been keep quite for a period until Day 8... and 3 of them seem nothing action might be just let me passed it like this,as i was extra 1 or even that i can indepent,why they just can't felt me feeling that i just need someone carrying me talk to me or even have fun with me.But they just have fun 3 of them only.Even for yesterday buy _ _ _ _ beer not even on my side just sharing with 3 of them only,and i even accidentally listen that _ _ _ ask _ _ _ _ to tell me finish all the beer,if they ask me i surely will shoot back them that let me finish the thing which i not paricipated at the begining and now ask me to finish at the end??(How could this happen) Is just unfair to me!!! I'm human not visible and i just wish to have fun among you all(that simple request also can't gain true) Sigh... But this year 2014 i had passed the New Year at Incheon,Korea with Max,Eric,Nightcat,Lulu,Lucas Loo and also having a lot of fun with all this bunch of friends. I hope that this year(2014) will be Greatest Year that i ever felt in my Life!!
This 10 days i have learned something,which even i suddenly disappear will not affect anything to them,as i not 1 of them anymore in this trip,at the same time i shall be travel alone for coming yearly trip. I just can't understand that am i so difficult to hang around and caused them to not joining me to have fun.(Desprated for the answer..)
Next time trip shall i invited them again??(I don't wish to have this kind of experince again)
Am i too small gas???
When i sitting alone non of them willing come over to my side to chat with guide all the night long,when waiting our flight on the first day 22 Dec 2013 to Incheon,Korea and last day 02 Jan 2014 to Penang.Just let me sitting alone guide all night without speaking and tired mood....
The more i thinking the more i compare so i shall stop thinking to compare more thing before i become unfriendly or even lost of charm of myself,I shall be myself live for my life not for friends anymore
To be continued
02 Jan 2014 03:52am Tuesday Midnight(Morning Section)
